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Unreleased II

by Ethel Cain

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1.
Arsony 02:50
in the beginning, god created the heavens and the earth and the earth was formless and void, and darkness hung over the surface of the deep and the spirit of god hovered over the waters and god said let there be light but no light came and as we hung there in the darkness, i told you do not be afraid and you asked me if god would protect us no but i will god doesn't love you not like i do and then the darkness caught fire and we both went up in flames
2.
Eden 04:55
in the valley where my lover sleeps i make off to that mortal keep my darling dreams of me and the things i’ve seen will you lay me down will you lay with me will you lay me down where i left my love in the valley where the angels sleep you will come to regret me i’ve done terrible things i’m a woman of immeasurable sin will you lay me down will you lay with me will you lay me down where i left my love love is dead and i killed it righteousness is gone and i lost it
3.
Plague 03:31
mother knows what you need and mother gives it to you he’s coming to get me do you know what he’ll do to me he wants to take my soul he will come to get me and he’s knows what i’ve done do you know what i’ve done do you know what i’ve done can you undo what i’ve done cause i can’t i’ve done terrible things and you know it i’ve done terrible things and you can’t deny it you’re the most terrible thing i’ve done and you won’t be undone
4.
The Epitaph 02:46
God loves you God loves you God loves you God loves you God loves you God loves you God loves i’m his tired pariah i’m so sick of it i have no more feeling in these limbs of mine sought out in my bed wrought out til I’m dead i’m all for you to use and use i’m the epitome of sodom and abuse see my eyes stare into my soul give me what you’re giving up diamonds out of coal once they crucify your son i’ll be in control i won’t help him i won’t stop they’ll worship me forever whether you like it or not they’ll forget your name and call me God God loves you God loves you God loves you God loves you God loves you God doesn’t love you anymore
5.
Churchyard 02:44
every time i lay in my bed i go to sleep hoping i'll wind up dead i tried to pray you away even though i know praying for you's a waste can you hear the church bells ringing, baby? you ate the heart right out of me and when you kiss me all i taste is myself and how i reek like a red wine staining all my virgin sheets will you bury me behind the chapel where you first met me it's a coffin of sorts where we lay and you hide the nails in all the love that we make you suffocate me baby, and i can't bear the weight are you gonna make me dig my own grave you ate the heart right out of me and when you kiss me all i taste is myself and how i reek like a red wine staining all my virgin sheets will you bury me behind the chapel where you first met me
6.
i’m becoming a part of this hospital bed as i lose my part of you i’m a violent wreck of salvation and loss tell me what am i to do god as my witness i’ll put you in the ground and i’ll cry til i ache but no sound will come out i have never loved like you and never will i again you would say to be strong but love i don’t think i can i’ve been broken before but this time i’ve lost my life cause every time i held yours you made me wanna keep mine so i’m coming oh i’m coming i’m on my way now i swear to god i’m coming so will you wait for me please just wait for me i am coming i swear that i’m coming i laid there with you in that hospital bed with my arms around your body as the bullet hole bled i cried and cried for days but i couldn’t let go i knew that you were rotting cause your hands had gone cold
7.
i'm sick and i'm sad and i'm wasting away i sink, into my mattress, and i cry all day all i want, is love, why's it so hard to find i think of you, what you'd do, if you were on more than my mind please tell me there's more am i above, are they beneath my holy body, my dirty sheets they rip away, with gnashing teeth my sullen womb, my... virginity i’m sick, and i hurt, and i feel unclean it spreads, and it kills, every part of me i can't help it, i can't stop, i should go without but there is, no escaping, this torrential drought am i above, are they beneath my holy body, my dirty sheets they rip away, with gnashing teeth my sullen womb, my... virginity
8.
Antebellum 01:00
you thought you had it all figured out but then you fell and you've been falling ever since
9.
Casey 02:06
fuck me am i right home of the brave ok, all right back trunk angel to a fuck up mother out of her mind, out of her sight i wanna be famous someday but dreams rarely come true you just wanna be happy someday but dreams don’t come true for people like me and you fuck me, am i right land of the free that’s what we see on tv bedroom angel to some white trash dick with a bottle sticking out of his neck i wanna be famous someday but dreams rarely come true you just wanna be happy someday but dreams don’t come true for people like me and you
10.
8 Hour Days 02:59
beauty is everything but no man will ever know what that means only the woman who’s holding his hand will ever know the pit that grows inside of that man he likes his clothes black, dinner packed, 8 hour days and nights away from her same place, saving face for him i feel like a preacher’s wife slaving every day and night making sure that he looks nice for his children that i don’t share beauty is everything even when it takes the piss from me even when he takes what he thinks is his inside me i am beautiful and i am free i feel like a preacher’s wife crying waiting up all night but i’ll carry him and jesus christ as long as he comes home to me

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second collection of unreleased songs, demos, and other random tracks recorded between 2017-2019.

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released May 21, 2020

all demos written, recorded, produced, and mixed by ethel cain.

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